Sunday, September 21, 2008

PS PS PS PS PS

Amanda has a boyfriend (my defination of a boy friend) ( old timers you know) Amanda has a boyfriend Amanda has a boy friend Amanda has---oh well you get the picture

I'm over the hill

just because you wanted it.

You really don't realize how tough it is for me to do this, but maybe it will last for a while .

Often people (me) will sit and remember. happens most to older young at heart people. regret seems to be the predominant emotion that comes to fore. wisdom is the ability to realize you can't do anything about it now. this is in contrast to those who cause pain delibretly (?) and then convince themselves it dosen't matter cause it's someone else's fault. guilt, regret, if only, I should have or not, why?; these cause real physical pain. It's do to the fear that attaches itself to this whole process and indeed to all aspects of life.

the bottom line is still YOU PAYS YOUR MONEY, YOU TAKES YOUR CHANCES

the past can't be changed. done - over with - lie all you want about it- change the history - or hold hard feelings. do this and continue to suffer, or say you're sorry and at least you can get on with the business of life.

will everything get perfect? NO! but a least you can deal with the present on it's own terms and not let the past drag you down.

OK! maudlen (?) is over.

C-chip cookies and milk is still the best comfort food. BUT I still like snickerdoodles best.

Obama is a forerunner. A type of that to come. We as a nation will fade because we must and his system his plan ( in all it's aspects) will hasten the process. All we can do is keep him out of office in order to slow down the rate of our fall. The herald of change-change does not mean what you may think. Please do. Think that is.

I have discovered that simple really is best. It's quite, soft, relaxed and pleasant. Stop rushing. Stop being fooled by all things and people that are trying to standardise you. Remember this- there is a GOD-HE does care-HE is in charge-and in spite of all those who seem to believe that you should be somber and stiff laced and dour HE has a sense of humor and He wants you to be happy.


DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY ( I just love old songs)

You ( whoever you may be are loved) At least in my heart that's true. I love my family near and far. My children are my life. My wife is my heart. My dogs lick my hand. (thats more than I can say for my children or my wife)

OH WELL! time for a cigar on the back porch. Yes I like that also. It's simple and I do not inhale, unlike bill clinton who never did anything with a cigar or anything else.

My love always,

DADDY