Jennifer's friend, Lore, got me thinking about what I might like for by birthday. (I remember my 40th) A few years past that I'm afraid.
If you can bring yourselfs to it I would like a .338 Lapoua by Barrett (only $5,000-small price to pay to start the revolution with) New truck - yes ! Girlfriend might be nice. (one with slightly supressed violence - revolution remember) Oh well; Nice card and love will be good also. I've been an old soul all my life but seem to be getting younger the older I get. HUH? The problem with that is deciding if I'm developing senile tendencies or evolving into what I should have been all along. Better late than never. (hope that dosen't upset the creation crowd - evolving and all)
Time and an open mind imparts the skill which helps one see through all the garbage that surrounds us all day long. Youth is often a time of real soft mind; the brain latches on to all kinds of junk that sounds good but truly has no substance. On top of which it is anti humanity. We are meant to excell and overcome while helping other to do the same. It dosen't matter how long it takes to get there just as long as you do. Get there that is. We have guides such as faith, laws, but the first rule should be, as it is the medical profession, first do no harm. Then you can go ahead.
Isn't it strange how we take offence when none is intended? Ask yourself why? Should huh? We all do it. Then we dismiss another's position. Make us feel superior then we deny that we are superior and then pretend that we are above all that kind of behavior. We all do it! I'm trying to do it less. If I can do that and lose 40 pounds I'll be better than ever. Maybe better than everyone else. There I go again - being subhuman once more. Long haul folks!
Have you ever noticed how people rally just before they pass away? My thinking at work is very sharp. Better than in years. If this will last just seven more years then I won't have to think about anesthesia any more. Unless I'm being anesthetised. Then I pray that person was trained by someone smarter than me. No arrogance intended (I do make mistakes) but I'm pretty damm smart. I also know who's smarter. Got to be some kind of wisdom in that.
MICHAEL THE WISE! oops - human again - sorry but it just slips out
If push comes to shove I could always go back to being catholic and become a priest. Might be good at that. Forgiving sin and all. Being feared by one and all cuz of being so close to GOD. Instant respect that is conferred by those sort of positions. It would take a while for anyone to figure out it was a priest starting the revolution with his birthday gift given to him by his children.
Have a nice day!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
my my---if you wonder why I don't blog more it's cause people dont read it or don't comment. except for one or rarely two. we'll see.
a twin grandpaw! something else! I know melissa and heath are stuned-er I mean happy. these are the days my friend.(like the song says)
bryan and eli will be home from coll. this week so here goes another summer. off to a start. only this year there will be work to do. no laying around all day and eating or watching tv. my food bill jumps 100% this time of year so this summer I plan to get my monies worth. sorry kids!
It looks like many of you won't be getting even average health care in the not to distant future what with obama health care reform. I've said this for years and it now will come to pass. there will be rationing of care and services. some of you will be denied services because you will be to old, with no regard for your current quality of life. now don't mistake what I'm saying. I don't believe in prolonging life for even hours let alone days or weeks just because you can. If there is no hope of a viable,sustainable or quality of life acceptable to the patient then it's time to let go. Don't you dare keep me around just to exist on a ventilator or in a vegitative state. I don't want to be a brain in a dead body or brain dead in a live body. now thats not to hard to understand or accept, but this is the bad part. Study history! mentaly challenged humans will be denied care. cardiovascular patients over a certain age will be denied care. renal patients will be denied care. palitive care for terminal patients will be reduced and or denied. The list will grow. not all will take place at once but over time. you will see it. and remember to thank your current pres. and members of congress. It's allready happening on a small scale..medicare? medicade each and every day. I'll be dead and gone but I'll still hear you say that I was right.
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES ON HIS WORD ALONE WOULD REPLACE A PRIVITE INDUSTURY CEO. OUR FOUNDING FATHERS ARE ROLLING AROUND IN THERE GRAVES
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT A HIGH GOVERNMENT OFFICIAL - SEC. OF HOMELAND SECURITY WOULD IMPLY THAT A WORLD WIDE CHRISTIAN FAITH AND ALL IT'S MEMBERS WERE RIGHT WING TERRORISTS
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT THIS PERSON WOULD LABLE MILITARY VETS. AS TERRORISTS.
YOU KNEW MY FATHER-YOUR GRAND FATHER- I KNOW HE IS ROLLING OVER IN HIS GRAVE. MY MOTHER SERVED IN WWII - WAS SHE ONE ALSO?
IF YOU THINK SHE SAID THESE THINGS WITHOUT THE KNOWLEDE OF THE PRESIDENT YOU ARE MORE BLIND THAN I COULD EVER IMIGINE
WELCOME TO THE SOCIALIST REPUBLIC OF THE UNITIED STATES
a twin grandpaw! something else! I know melissa and heath are stuned-er I mean happy. these are the days my friend.(like the song says)
bryan and eli will be home from coll. this week so here goes another summer. off to a start. only this year there will be work to do. no laying around all day and eating or watching tv. my food bill jumps 100% this time of year so this summer I plan to get my monies worth. sorry kids!
It looks like many of you won't be getting even average health care in the not to distant future what with obama health care reform. I've said this for years and it now will come to pass. there will be rationing of care and services. some of you will be denied services because you will be to old, with no regard for your current quality of life. now don't mistake what I'm saying. I don't believe in prolonging life for even hours let alone days or weeks just because you can. If there is no hope of a viable,sustainable or quality of life acceptable to the patient then it's time to let go. Don't you dare keep me around just to exist on a ventilator or in a vegitative state. I don't want to be a brain in a dead body or brain dead in a live body. now thats not to hard to understand or accept, but this is the bad part. Study history! mentaly challenged humans will be denied care. cardiovascular patients over a certain age will be denied care. renal patients will be denied care. palitive care for terminal patients will be reduced and or denied. The list will grow. not all will take place at once but over time. you will see it. and remember to thank your current pres. and members of congress. It's allready happening on a small scale..medicare? medicade each and every day. I'll be dead and gone but I'll still hear you say that I was right.
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES ON HIS WORD ALONE WOULD REPLACE A PRIVITE INDUSTURY CEO. OUR FOUNDING FATHERS ARE ROLLING AROUND IN THERE GRAVES
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT A HIGH GOVERNMENT OFFICIAL - SEC. OF HOMELAND SECURITY WOULD IMPLY THAT A WORLD WIDE CHRISTIAN FAITH AND ALL IT'S MEMBERS WERE RIGHT WING TERRORISTS
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT THIS PERSON WOULD LABLE MILITARY VETS. AS TERRORISTS.
YOU KNEW MY FATHER-YOUR GRAND FATHER- I KNOW HE IS ROLLING OVER IN HIS GRAVE. MY MOTHER SERVED IN WWII - WAS SHE ONE ALSO?
IF YOU THINK SHE SAID THESE THINGS WITHOUT THE KNOWLEDE OF THE PRESIDENT YOU ARE MORE BLIND THAN I COULD EVER IMIGINE
WELCOME TO THE SOCIALIST REPUBLIC OF THE UNITIED STATES
Sunday, March 22, 2009
once in a while
I've kept up 'somewhat with the thoughts of othersfor a while. Everyone knows that I don't write much, or blog much. Calling is easiest for me . I get bogged down in conversation after I say what I want to say. Not that I'm tired of anyone but there's not anything left to say. Everyone is home for spring break. Sort of a full house again. Things to do and no one to do it but me. Seems like that's my whole reason for living.
Have you ever noticed that everyone has an opinion. They are not willing to share and then let you go your way. They want their position to be the one adopted. And if it is, that's still not enough for them. They don't care about you so much as their self rightous opinion. We have developed a culture of conditioned acceptence. You are accepted only on our conditions. This seems to hold true for individuals, systems, organisations both organized and loosely nit.
I've spent a lot of time driving around just to have something to when I can't stand being alone. I've noticed the street walkers on central. (You drive around enough and the same girls keep getting into different cars It's a good bet they aren't Salvation Army workers) Anyway, these are called whores or crack whores. No middle ground. The dredges of society. Anyone ever think that maybe they have an extra mouth or two to feed at home and no one to help them and this is the only way they can keep it together? Not the bet of choices but maybe the only one they have at the time. (OK folks now's the time for the hipocracy to ooze out. God can't really love them can he. After all we don't. Want to help? Take a whore shopping.
Andrea had a homeless man she would give food to when she could. Sat there with him while he ate. Truly the pure love of christ. I'm proud of that.
My point is wide rangeing. Multiple applications. There is enough evil in the world to destroy us. Stop creating more. Instead of creating more pain; instead of passing judgement (note- I didn't say makeing a judgement) and casting aside people because you decided or believe or were told you are better, try doing what you know to be the good thing to do . MEN TELL YOU TO CAST ASIDE PEOPLE - NOT GOD- HE DOSEN'T RANT AND RAVE- HIS LESSONS ARE QUITE AND HUMANE
And for those who are self assured and comfortable and who have complicated, and affected your 's and other lives and have left victims lying around. Well there is always a price to pay.
Have you ever noticed that everyone has an opinion. They are not willing to share and then let you go your way. They want their position to be the one adopted. And if it is, that's still not enough for them. They don't care about you so much as their self rightous opinion. We have developed a culture of conditioned acceptence. You are accepted only on our conditions. This seems to hold true for individuals, systems, organisations both organized and loosely nit.
I've spent a lot of time driving around just to have something to when I can't stand being alone. I've noticed the street walkers on central. (You drive around enough and the same girls keep getting into different cars It's a good bet they aren't Salvation Army workers) Anyway, these are called whores or crack whores. No middle ground. The dredges of society. Anyone ever think that maybe they have an extra mouth or two to feed at home and no one to help them and this is the only way they can keep it together? Not the bet of choices but maybe the only one they have at the time. (OK folks now's the time for the hipocracy to ooze out. God can't really love them can he. After all we don't. Want to help? Take a whore shopping.
Andrea had a homeless man she would give food to when she could. Sat there with him while he ate. Truly the pure love of christ. I'm proud of that.
My point is wide rangeing. Multiple applications. There is enough evil in the world to destroy us. Stop creating more. Instead of creating more pain; instead of passing judgement (note- I didn't say makeing a judgement) and casting aside people because you decided or believe or were told you are better, try doing what you know to be the good thing to do . MEN TELL YOU TO CAST ASIDE PEOPLE - NOT GOD- HE DOSEN'T RANT AND RAVE- HIS LESSONS ARE QUITE AND HUMANE
And for those who are self assured and comfortable and who have complicated, and affected your 's and other lives and have left victims lying around. Well there is always a price to pay.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
A VIEW - MY VIEW - ANOTHER VIEW
I haven't looked at any blogs this morning so who knows I might be sorry or redundant in writing this. Oh well!
The election is over. everyone had or has their opinion about those running. (All whole bunches of them-therewere several) Gloating or twisting the knife has no real place in this or any election. not even in everyday life. Amanda and Jessica said there were fights at school; racial comments made; and generally a very poor attitude adopted by quite a few. CHILDREN ! AND THAT INCLUDES THE ADULTS !!! My neighbor who lives around the block had his election signs in his yard taken. BAD FORM!! I stopped by his house and told him that I was sorry about that action. That dosen't make me good or nice for doing that it just makes me a neighbour.
I don't agree with many of our president elects positions but it is my, and your, duty to support him in his office and in the actions he takes as long as they are good and honest. It is also our duty to oppose those actions if you don't agree with them. You do this by voteing, e-mailing, writing letters and stating your opinion; sometimes loudly !
There is great danger in following blindly. Many people do. They are not good citizens (?) They are sheep of the worse discription. ( Following Christ as sheep is another matter) Blindly following leads to oppression. Remember this. All those we place in office work for us. We don't work for them. Many in office forget that. Don't let them.
I'm beginning to fear that if we as a nation don't pay attention and soon we will be in big trouble. For many years the politically connected have been acting like rulers instead of governing by consent. Your elected officials are answerable to you who elected them. You, we, are the ones in power. Take it, keep it, or lose everything.
ME
The election is over. everyone had or has their opinion about those running. (All whole bunches of them-therewere several) Gloating or twisting the knife has no real place in this or any election. not even in everyday life. Amanda and Jessica said there were fights at school; racial comments made; and generally a very poor attitude adopted by quite a few. CHILDREN ! AND THAT INCLUDES THE ADULTS !!! My neighbor who lives around the block had his election signs in his yard taken. BAD FORM!! I stopped by his house and told him that I was sorry about that action. That dosen't make me good or nice for doing that it just makes me a neighbour.
I don't agree with many of our president elects positions but it is my, and your, duty to support him in his office and in the actions he takes as long as they are good and honest. It is also our duty to oppose those actions if you don't agree with them. You do this by voteing, e-mailing, writing letters and stating your opinion; sometimes loudly !
There is great danger in following blindly. Many people do. They are not good citizens (?) They are sheep of the worse discription. ( Following Christ as sheep is another matter) Blindly following leads to oppression. Remember this. All those we place in office work for us. We don't work for them. Many in office forget that. Don't let them.
I'm beginning to fear that if we as a nation don't pay attention and soon we will be in big trouble. For many years the politically connected have been acting like rulers instead of governing by consent. Your elected officials are answerable to you who elected them. You, we, are the ones in power. Take it, keep it, or lose everything.
ME
Monday, November 3, 2008
monday morning randommmmmm; randommmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ok so it's really monday afternoon. I was supposed to being going to take a trip but we 're not going so I got two weeks off and while there's lots to do I'm going to be lazy.
went to arkeydelphia sat. for Eli's performance during halftime and sat with joseph, andrea , jimmy and his oldest. the game was really quite good. at least in the last two min. color guard was great. I was proud. (like a father should, would and always will be) my my but time flies and all my grils get better looking as time passes.
going out to dinner tonight - nov. 3 and all - time really does fly
I'm glad all my children (soap opera) are well. all except the democrat amoungst us. needs orienting but otherwise seems to be a good guy. I'm afraid we will soon be living in an extream (?) socialist state. may be time to move to a less extream (?) socialist country. anyway, all those who have been more than happy to share all that you have will now be in control and will for sure share all that you have or will ever have. maybe we should all stop filing our tax returns. stop paying our health insurance premiums. stop producing anything at all so that we can share in the wealth that will be produced after we are no longer producing.
sorry bout the soap box. just longing for the days when we had the illusion of freedom. even that may be taken away.
all that my father served for.(and in the end died for.) all that my mother served for. and all that all those who served in any way, served for, may well be lost. say what you will about it or about my views. watch!
now on the bright side. no one has yet told me I can't have a cigar; so that is whaty I'm going to do.
I miss all of you and look forward to being together at various times in the next few weeks.
yes Jennifer I'm still going to pay your plain ticket here. no she didn't ask just thought I'd remind her.
LOVE
DADDY
went to arkeydelphia sat. for Eli's performance during halftime and sat with joseph, andrea , jimmy and his oldest. the game was really quite good. at least in the last two min. color guard was great. I was proud. (like a father should, would and always will be) my my but time flies and all my grils get better looking as time passes.
going out to dinner tonight - nov. 3 and all - time really does fly
I'm glad all my children (soap opera) are well. all except the democrat amoungst us. needs orienting but otherwise seems to be a good guy. I'm afraid we will soon be living in an extream (?) socialist state. may be time to move to a less extream (?) socialist country. anyway, all those who have been more than happy to share all that you have will now be in control and will for sure share all that you have or will ever have. maybe we should all stop filing our tax returns. stop paying our health insurance premiums. stop producing anything at all so that we can share in the wealth that will be produced after we are no longer producing.
sorry bout the soap box. just longing for the days when we had the illusion of freedom. even that may be taken away.
all that my father served for.(and in the end died for.) all that my mother served for. and all that all those who served in any way, served for, may well be lost. say what you will about it or about my views. watch!
now on the bright side. no one has yet told me I can't have a cigar; so that is whaty I'm going to do.
I miss all of you and look forward to being together at various times in the next few weeks.
yes Jennifer I'm still going to pay your plain ticket here. no she didn't ask just thought I'd remind her.
LOVE
DADDY
Sunday, September 21, 2008
just because you wanted it.
You really don't realize how tough it is for me to do this, but maybe it will last for a while .
Often people (me) will sit and remember. happens most to older young at heart people. regret seems to be the predominant emotion that comes to fore. wisdom is the ability to realize you can't do anything about it now. this is in contrast to those who cause pain delibretly (?) and then convince themselves it dosen't matter cause it's someone else's fault. guilt, regret, if only, I should have or not, why?; these cause real physical pain. It's do to the fear that attaches itself to this whole process and indeed to all aspects of life.
the bottom line is still YOU PAYS YOUR MONEY, YOU TAKES YOUR CHANCES
the past can't be changed. done - over with - lie all you want about it- change the history - or hold hard feelings. do this and continue to suffer, or say you're sorry and at least you can get on with the business of life.
will everything get perfect? NO! but a least you can deal with the present on it's own terms and not let the past drag you down.
OK! maudlen (?) is over.
C-chip cookies and milk is still the best comfort food. BUT I still like snickerdoodles best.
Obama is a forerunner. A type of that to come. We as a nation will fade because we must and his system his plan ( in all it's aspects) will hasten the process. All we can do is keep him out of office in order to slow down the rate of our fall. The herald of change-change does not mean what you may think. Please do. Think that is.
I have discovered that simple really is best. It's quite, soft, relaxed and pleasant. Stop rushing. Stop being fooled by all things and people that are trying to standardise you. Remember this- there is a GOD-HE does care-HE is in charge-and in spite of all those who seem to believe that you should be somber and stiff laced and dour HE has a sense of humor and He wants you to be happy.
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY ( I just love old songs)
You ( whoever you may be are loved) At least in my heart that's true. I love my family near and far. My children are my life. My wife is my heart. My dogs lick my hand. (thats more than I can say for my children or my wife)
OH WELL! time for a cigar on the back porch. Yes I like that also. It's simple and I do not inhale, unlike bill clinton who never did anything with a cigar or anything else.
My love always,
DADDY
Often people (me) will sit and remember. happens most to older young at heart people. regret seems to be the predominant emotion that comes to fore. wisdom is the ability to realize you can't do anything about it now. this is in contrast to those who cause pain delibretly (?) and then convince themselves it dosen't matter cause it's someone else's fault. guilt, regret, if only, I should have or not, why?; these cause real physical pain. It's do to the fear that attaches itself to this whole process and indeed to all aspects of life.
the bottom line is still YOU PAYS YOUR MONEY, YOU TAKES YOUR CHANCES
the past can't be changed. done - over with - lie all you want about it- change the history - or hold hard feelings. do this and continue to suffer, or say you're sorry and at least you can get on with the business of life.
will everything get perfect? NO! but a least you can deal with the present on it's own terms and not let the past drag you down.
OK! maudlen (?) is over.
C-chip cookies and milk is still the best comfort food. BUT I still like snickerdoodles best.
Obama is a forerunner. A type of that to come. We as a nation will fade because we must and his system his plan ( in all it's aspects) will hasten the process. All we can do is keep him out of office in order to slow down the rate of our fall. The herald of change-change does not mean what you may think. Please do. Think that is.
I have discovered that simple really is best. It's quite, soft, relaxed and pleasant. Stop rushing. Stop being fooled by all things and people that are trying to standardise you. Remember this- there is a GOD-HE does care-HE is in charge-and in spite of all those who seem to believe that you should be somber and stiff laced and dour HE has a sense of humor and He wants you to be happy.
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY ( I just love old songs)
You ( whoever you may be are loved) At least in my heart that's true. I love my family near and far. My children are my life. My wife is my heart. My dogs lick my hand. (thats more than I can say for my children or my wife)
OH WELL! time for a cigar on the back porch. Yes I like that also. It's simple and I do not inhale, unlike bill clinton who never did anything with a cigar or anything else.
My love always,
DADDY
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